| The more I am alive.. the more I tink nobody really cares for me... really hope I am juz paranoid and it's not my personality that makes nobody care.... Hope that it's their personality to not show they care and not my personality.... I just feel that watever I do... it dun really matter to anyone... SO so true... =( Whether I am bz or not it dun matter... whether I am sick... whether I hurt myself... it dun matter... Maybe I juz hurt myself too much it's become n the norm n it dun matter anymore... Today I stepped on my sis's laptop's plug n she never even apologise when i told her not to leave it lying ard... =( My family dun really care abt me... they juz care whether I am home... n in my opinion... tt is the thing that dun matter... they really care abt the wrong things.... during work.. everyone is so bz... they haf no time to tell me much... n i felt so left out... then i come home to a hostile family.... i feel left out again... my life is so miserable... i juz work n come home to tok to myself on blog.... =( Tink I am becoming pessimistic again... =P or izzit true n i am not paranoid.... Anyway, watching movie tmr... yes!! hee... so maybe I shld be happier?? =) |
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